As I might have mentioned before... I live with my boyfriend of over a year... Mike.
We were perfect in my eyes, and most other peoples eyes. I always get complimented on how I've found someone so good to me. He looks after me, loves me more than I can bear, and is the perfect gentleman.
I guess it was all too good to be true, because he slept with someone.
In our flat.
I didn't even think twice about leaving him alone with another girl. Because I trusted him with anything.
This other girl was his cousin by the way.
She is a well known Man eater... or slag to be exact.
I liked her, I used to ignore the fact that she'd have 2 or 3 guys on the go. I used to ignore that she would wear next to nothing.
He fucked her whilst I was at work.
A week later he kissed her whilst I was at work.
And 2 sundays ago, he watched as she performed some sick show on webcam.
That's how I found out... because I was at work again whilst it happened, but he left the conversation window open.
He fucked her. a Month later she was homeless, and asked to move in. I said yes... he said yes.
I'm not sure if he wanted it on tap... but surely he wasn't guilty enough to keep us seperate.
He couldn't do anything whilst she was living with us, because I was home the whole time with Back pains.
I don't know if they would have.
He seems sorry.
But she sure isn't.. she called me 'spoilt' for being angry at them.
I think that I handled my emotions quite well.
I didn't ever shout at him. I spoke to him.
I didn't shout at her. I haven't told her parents. I haven't done anything to her, apart from told her I want her stuff out of my house asap.
I didn't even chuck her shit out.
I could have.
When she collected her stuff, we opened the door, and ignored her.
I think it was better than having a go at her.
We left her to it, as we stood in the kitchen.
She text him later saying that we were out of order...?
I have no idea what is going though this girls head.
She lived here for a month. We cooked for her. W charged her £250. She had her own room. And her own bathroom.
I think that's dirt cheap.
She doesn't seem to think so.
She called me tight, and that we sucked all the money out of her...
She has a full time job? It's not like she's living on buttons.
I only work part time, and go to uni, and still manage to pay £600 (my half) a month for rent a bills.
She's had an easy ride.
I hope Karma gets her.
I tried to make him realise he had hurt me... but ..well I guess forgiving him is better than chucking him out.
I didn't shout, I didn't lash out.. I haven't made hell of his life.
I feel empty.
It hurt me so much.
But I can't hurt them back.
