I'm feeling good today. Although it has been so boring at work with loads of people bending my ear on the phone, I've been ok.
I'm feeling quite tired today because of work. It's so boring and hot, then I go out for a fag and it's frickin freezing- why I put myself through that I do not know.
I tried calling Mike on my lunch break today, and he wasn't picking up, I guess I did panic a bit. It did cross my mind that he may be doing other things. But that's to be expected right.
He called me back a minute later though, he was washing up.
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Mike bought me a bracelet. It's the first time he has 'bought' me something more than flower or something small. I love it. It also means a hell of alot to me, because he was thinking of me. And I didn't even know h bought it.
It seems that I thought he wouldn't beable to do something like that. He managed to hide it until the last day of our week away. He bought it a month ago and I didn't even notice he had.
I don't know why I find it odd, I mean maybe because I thought I knew about everything he does. Now I know I don't, really.
I enjoyed it because it was a surprise, and something I never expected from him.
Mike is asleep on the sofa at the moment.
We had amazing sex earlier. It was impulsive, explosive, I felt close to him.
It's the first time I haven't thought about 'them' during the act.
I guess that's a good sign?
And then we watched that Ice road truckers show, which is quite good.
Look at me. Mike this Mike that, I'm just blabbing now...
It's late, I better put the sod to bed now.
goodnight
Fentyke
This post made me chuckle. I read the bit about you getting hot at work and thought 'Hello. Here we go, She's jumping on Mike at work now'. And then you go and dash my assumption and tell me your only going out for a smoke.
I then read on and see we're back on track with the amazing sex you enjoyed Sunday evening. Lucky bastard. I have to say I find spontanious sex is usually the best kind so enjoy it while you can. The Enemy and I don't get chance for spontaneity anymore thanks to 2 little urchins who keep interupting things whenever we get anywhere near each other. I'm sure they have some kind of alarm in their head that detects and rings when mummy and daddy are getting too close to one another. Oh how I miss those lunchbreak moments and the odd BJ after a hard day at the office.
Looks like your learning about relationships too. You will NEVER know everything about Mike or what's he's done or doing etc. We all have parts of our lives our partners know little or nothing about which is a good thing. I'd be bored sensless with a person after a few years if I thought I knew everything there was to know. Him buying the braclet a month ago is a good sign too as it shows he was thinking about you when trollope was on the scene.