I'm feeling good today. Although it has been so boring at work with loads of people bending my ear on the phone, I've been ok.
I'm feeling quite tired today because of work. It's so boring and hot, then I go out for a fag and it's frickin freezing- why I put myself through that I do not know.
I tried calling Mike on my lunch break today, and he wasn't picking up, I guess I did panic a bit. It did cross my mind that he may be doing other things. But that's to be expected right.
He called me back a minute later though, he was washing up.
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Mike bought me a bracelet. It's the first time he has 'bought' me something more than flower or something small. I love it. It also means a hell of alot to me, because he was thinking of me. And I didn't even know h bought it.
It seems that I thought he wouldn't beable to do something like that. He managed to hide it until the last day of our week away. He bought it a month ago and I didn't even notice he had.
I don't know why I find it odd, I mean maybe because I thought I knew about everything he does. Now I know I don't, really.
I enjoyed it because it was a surprise, and something I never expected from him.
Mike is asleep on the sofa at the moment.
We had amazing sex earlier. It was impulsive, explosive, I felt close to him.
It's the first time I haven't thought about 'them' during the act.
I guess that's a good sign?
And then we watched that Ice road truckers show, which is quite good.
Look at me. Mike this Mike that, I'm just blabbing now...
It's late, I better put the sod to bed now.
goodnight
25/02/08 @ 10:29