Growing Up Girl

This website is so confusing. it always takes me at least 5 minutes to find the link to start writing a god damn entry.
eheh
Anyway, I'm VERY pissed.
I wanted to see this band on the 1st september. and missed official sales.
So I was waiting on bay to bid on these tickets, and it suddenly dawned on me thats the weekend that the unofficial inlaws are staying. So I left it.
THEN I bloody find out that they are not coming anymore. So I missed the fooking tickets
ARGHH
And also. Hard Fi have sold out for a venue near me and are going for like 100 quid for 2 tickets on ebay!
Some fucker does not want me to go to gigs anymore.
Anyway. I am very short of money lately, so I'm doing loads of overtime at work.
Have slightly figured what I am gonna do for uni, so ok there. but not ok in the sense that I hav yet to start the friggin thing.

As you can see I'm in quite a foul mood, lol.

Mike is doing loads of over time too, so lately we are hardly seing each other. He works week days, I work some weekdays an all weekends, an lately the overtime I'm doing is evenings, so i start when he finishes, yada yada.
Sure the time we are together is not wasted at all wink wink but it does make us very tired. We certainly ain't ones for a quickie, almost everything in that sense is covered.
haha

we got marine fish tank recently. I didn't know that fish could be so interesting. we have all sorts of stuff like corals, cleaner shrimps, little clown (nemos) fish, clams, snails, hermit crabs, feather duster worms, goby... etc etc
Everything is interesting and entertaining in it's own little way.
=^_^=

anyway I really am scoffing on about nothing in particular now, so I#m done for today!
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I have it. the old internet. gee I have missed thee.
But now I am on it, I just don't know what to do.
Looked at a couple sites, then sat staring into space for a while!! What the hell did I fill my hours up with doing on the net?!
I'm sure I'll find something soon enough.

Anyway.
Since taking fentykes advise. I cooled of. I can see there really isn't anything for me to worry about.
I don't know why I'm getting so jealous?!
I think maybe, I know I have got it good. And I'm looking for faults?

Things are great. Settling into our new flat nicely. Bit short on cash, but I'm happy, and that's what counts!
I have been reading alot lately. Was in tesco a couple weeks ago, and I usually breeze past the books aisle- not really one for reading more than magazines- unless on holiday.
But I noticed a book in the new section, called 'Confessions of a Working Girl'.
Seems interesting.
I read it in like one day, and friggin loved it.
It's about a girl who worked in a brothel part time, whle at uni. I've seen it mentioned somewhere (can't remember where) that every woman fantisises about being a working girl? Not sure this is entirely true, maybe womn that aren't so prude, but not every woman.
Yer, I'm one of these women. After reading this book, I bought a couple more books of similar nature, halfway through the third book.
In one of them it mentions that the woman is advertised through an escorts agency website.
I took a quick peek at a couple, and sure the pictures on a website for an agency in london are quite revealing, and the prices start from about £200 an hour. Even though this site did not outrightly say that they are sex workers, it did mention 'intimacy' and from the feedback from punters, it does sounds like it is sexual.
I'm no really clued up on this (should I be) but I find the books amazing, and I and very very curious about it.
I'm not sure if I'd go as far as being a bloody sex worker, but I'm just intrigued.
:-p

I'm meant to be doing uni work at the moment. but I am always sidetracked.
Have the unofficial inlaws coming down from wales in a couple of weeks. I love them to bits, and I can't wait to have them here.
Was about to bid on some gig tickets on ebay (I missed the official selling -.-) but then realised the gig is on when they are here. which sucked a bit. oh well, it saves me some cash I guess, I was about to bid £50 for 2 tickets! haha.
Looking to buy some tickets for a diff bank in sept now, not sold out yet, so can buy them at face value, no ridiculous prices on ebay!

Going to get some food now, and read some more of my book! ehe
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